When you don't know what to say...

...just say Jesus.

There is power in the name
The name of Jesus
If the words won't come cause you're too afraid to pray
Just say Jesus.

Jesus

June has been a hard month and I really don't know what to say. As I endured through yet another agonizing test today - this time an MRI - I was thinking about this blog and what I could say for the month of June. As I was trying to escape the pain of laying flat on my back while drowning out the clanging of the machine, the song "Just Say Jesus" flooded into my earphones.

So, yes, June has been tough, recovering from pneumonia and going through multiple tests only to get more less than satisfactory results. More than tough. Especially since the last ten days or more I have felt really good yet the tests tell me I am not good. I shouldn't be feeling good.

I enjoyed five days of fun with Calista and my Teddy Bear. What joy that little one brings to my heart. All too soon the fun is over. Reality sets back in. Sometime next week I will try one more attempt at a chemo drug to slow the cancer.

I really am at a loss for words.

When you don't know what to say just say Jesus.

JESUS

He knows.